Changed: By The World...

i'm not the man, i was before
its just that life, it closed that door
sometimes the world, is like a whore
and i just can't take it anymore

sometimes i wake up and it's fine
all life is free, but just not mine
people are happy, most the time
i wish i was, but i'm not fine

i want to see you every day
i want to know i did repay
all of this shit it cannot stay
what the hell is this anyway

sometimes i get so mad it hurts
wearing old jeans and older shirts
i speak my mind, my mind it blerts
with liquid thought the liquid squirts

inside my heart, i feel the pain
i try to love, but it does strain
just so much hurt, it's not the same
i guess the world has gone insane

the morning comes and then it goes
i watch the world, the path it chose
choice has been made, i guess it shows
even if from time to time it blows

i want to tell you what i think
i don't know how, i need a drink
your miniskirt, your shirt it's pink
they're pushin me way passed the brink

i just can't hold on anymore
the time for life ended before
i don't know how to settle the score
too late for that, it was before

i want to let you know i care
try to find you, but don't know where
if only things sometimes were fair
then i would look and you'd be there

i'm not sober all the time
sometimes i'm happy, things are fine
i try to be there in my rhyme
late at night the moon does shine

you look at me, you see the signs
you just don't care about the times
the help you bring, i guess it binds
standing outside, my friends, the pines

there's only so much i can take
every day when i do wake
i feel the rage inside the quake
it's so strong now that i do shake

i want to let you know it's fine
i want to hold you all the time
i want to get passed the sublime
and just be happy in my rhyme

why can't the world just take a break
stop fucking with me for goodness sake
just let me be when i'm awake
there's only so much you can retake

when life it falls, it falls hard
hit by a bus, hey here's my card
like it matters, my life is scared
and now the world it has been barred

so soon its over, i don't care
the world is gone, and it's not fair
whats your problem, why you stare
and then it ends, the when and where...